3/22/08 Time?

Hi, again..I think I'm in a self dilemma? Just not sure..You want to know what my dilemma is?<---------ya, dummy It's time. Time is my dilemma. I look back sometimes and can't understand how I have gotten this far. Now, I just don't mean in life. I just mean this old...And I'm not even old..I feel as if it was yesterday I was 16 and today I'm not..<------no, really? Where have the years gone? Oh, I know, WORKING. I have dedicated a good portion of my life to work, worrying about work, working overtime, politics at work....Like really? Why spend that much effort? I know that work brings in the money, and a lot of people define themselves with work...But now, after a thousand years of doing the same thing as everyone else. I came to the understanding that I am no longer gonna be that person. I refuse to waste my time on some millionaires productivity, busting my butt for them so hopefully <------that's the key word, HOPEFULLY. You gain some reward in the end...YA !!!! not gonna happen. And to be quite honest, "hopefully" isn't worth my mental aggervation, physical ailments, as well as never seeing my kids, (the people that I work so hard for). So, in turn , my new self dilemma , has now turned into a stance of recognition. I refuse to spend anymore or waste anymore TIME on the stupid things <----like that millionaire....and dedicate more of that time to my family...This way I can see the time go by, and not have any regrets.. Back Home    www.momscrazylife.com